Just gotta do it.

    There are a lot of times that i don't want to do something. Just because im too tired or "i don't wanna". But i just gotta look at the future. Do it for what i want to be. 


    There will be many times where you just need to believe that what you do, everything will work out. Everything will pay off. Everything has a purpose. No matter how hard it may be now, it will be so much easier later.


    My situation that i am having is that i have volleyball tomorrow. But im am tired. I want to sleep in. But if i think that i want to be a volleyball player then there will be hard work that i have to put into it. I will not just be given this part. I will have to work for it. So i am going. No sleeping in the morning. But there will be lots of sleeping after it pays off.

   ~ Well sometimes when your in a situation you just gotta do it.~ 

"Life is rollercoaster...So hang on tight."

Once you have something that is great, you want to keep it. But things dont always go as planned.
         "Life is a rollarcoaster...So hang on tight."
There will always be battles that you will have to face. Just never give up.
Usually all of my post are about my experiences. So ins't this one.
   Recently I was living life great. Everything was great. Till I hit that speed bump on the way. On my way down, I went down far. I didnt just fall down... I crashed. But Im giving up. Im trying my hardest to get back up again. Life is well but I have work to correct. This speed bump was not created by me or anywhere close to me doing it but I still have to use my effect to heal it. It will be hard but Im willing to get back on this rollercoaster and hang on for good. If i happen to come upon another speed bump, Ill be ok. I am parpared for lifes hardest moments. Im willing this one last speed bump to be the last. When i fell i didnt just get a scratch... i recieve a scar. But that is the risk im willing to take one last time. It will be one more scar to tell the grandchildren about. Only the strong will survive. Let your name fall on that list of survivers. I know i am.

                                               ~Dont let your falling scars be your stop sign.~
                                                                                            -All your supporters-

My dream coming life...

So if you have read my other blog post about my dream that i have.Then you know excally what im saying. Which was to be on Miss America. Well I am on my way.
My dream started. I actually got to enter into a pageant. Which was in Columbus. Whcih that was A LOT of fun! And there I had won....1st place!!! So I got gueen there. So now I had get to go to state, paid for!!!

So now in May, my dream gets to contuine. I am so excited! I get to pick different events that i want to do. Like i can enter swimwear, talent, picture and more! It is a three day event. I really hope that i win soemthing.

And for this pageant i am having to give up different things in my everyday life. I have to miss out on things for my dream!

Its one thing that i won 1st place in my 1st pageant. But another to win more and more!!
Well, my dream is realy starting to be my life. I am living in my dream. My dream is not a fansty now.Its real.  My dream is my life.

It has to come to an end...

Well in just a little bit, my step mom is taking me to go get my hair cut! Im really excited!

Anywayyy, my baksetball season came to a end. We has our tournaments the other day and we lsot so that means we done. Im gonna miss all of my girls! But i will see them next season.
This season as a team we have grown in the bsketball skills. But as an individual i believe i have improved. I am learning as i go along with my basketball career.

Now voleyball season is starting already! They are weight traning and open gyms and everything already!
Yes im excited but yes i will miss baksetball family and season!

Team

I am on the basketball team. No matter what.
So we had a game last night. It was pretty intense too. Well the point is that I hurt my finger pretty bad. It hurts to move it. And it is bruised. So at school and basketball practice, i had my finger taped up to my other finger so that i wouldn't move it much. Well it was hard to catch the ball and it hurt to shoot. But i still tried. I still gave it my all.
At the end we had to shoot foul shoots. We all had to make one to leave. If we didnt make it we had to run a down and back, then shoot again till we made it. I ended up being the last one, which i am pretty good with foul shots. But it was hard for me to grip the ball to shoot it. I still tried, i still gave it my all.
No matter how bad you lose, no matter how bad you feel, no matter how much your hurt. Your still the team.
Even if you not on a "team", just because you failed once... twice...your still apart of "it". Like i always say; Never give up.

Human Rights

So last week in social studies, we started to learn about "Human Rights". What are human eights? As you read that, did you known how to anwser that? Honestly...
A lot of people dont know what "Human Rights" is. And you should. Everyone has a right to know.~ Thats one of them~
This topic in social studies is one of the few topics that I learned quickly and completely understand.

Human rights are the rights we have as a human. Like...

1. we were all born free and equal,


2. dont discrimante,


3. the right to play,


4. no tourtue,


5. right to life...

Those are just some that came to my mind that i remembered. Every single person on this earth, has human rights. Black, white, tall or small. We ALL have them. NO ONE can take these rights away from you. Look this up if you dont believe me. But next time someone trys to cross the line of your human rights, stand up and do something. You have each and every right listed of the 30 human rights.

Wining...Its More Than Just A Word.

Wining is not just a word... but a feeling. Whenever you have won something, you have succeeded something. When you win anything, no matter what it is, you have an amazing feeling. No matter that its chess, ping pong, race, soccer, anything. You still have won. You still have succeeded.

Tonight my basketball team won our game. Wining is a big deal for us. We really needed this to boost our self-steam.

When you have won something, you should feel great about yourself. You cant help but to be happy or glad. Its a feeling that everyone deserves. When you won, you have defeated, not only the other person but you have defeated the feeling of losing.

You have a reason to win. You have a reason to have that great feeling inside. Never give up. Push your self till the end. Fight for that feeling of wining.

A Workout.. Something You Have To Want

People that do a workout have to have something in mind. Mainly to lose weight, right?
If you have that goal(to lose weight) then you need something to push you. When your on that threadmill running, spriting on a high level, almost to that mile marker...almost there....GO GO GO...stop. Think about it. What is making you go? Not your belly fat, no one else, but you. You need to want it. You will get no where without wanting it.
Before you go and do your next workout...think for a second. Why do you want to workout? Dont do it cause that person called you "fat". Do it for you.
You wont get anywhere with wanting "it". Find your "it reason " today!

Its One Thing To Have A Dream...But Another To Have A Dream Come True!

Yes...I as a little girl years ago, had a dream. A dream to be on Miss American. I still to this day, imagine my self up there. I have always wanted to be that one that everone looks up to, wanting to be like one day. I always wanted to be that one role model for little girls around the world. ~That was and is my secert dream...

Yesterday my dad, step mom and I went to the mall and saw a movie. Then we had to go to the jewerly store to get her a ring and stuff. As we were there, there was a beauty pagaent going on. Nothing big, just get on stage.. in front of 50 people(at the most) , spin around, say your name, smile, look pretty. Simple right? Well all I could do is wonder... I could be up there. That would be pretty freaking amazing, right? You know me, jsut keeping those dreams and thoughts in my head..well then my step mom starts joking around saying, " Ash, That could be you up there! You could so beat them! I could do your hair and all! You would soo win!" OMG! I have always wanted to hear that! So thats all I could ever think of now!

Then we walked over there and it was the end of course. But then my step mom and I were talking about how do you get information on it. So we walked over to these ladies at a table and my step mom asked"Where do you get information on joining the pagaents?" The ladies say back" You can just go on Sunburst Beauty Pagaent.com. The age limit is 27 years old!" Oh my gosh! If I join then I could be doing them for years to come!!

As we were eating at the food court, the pagaent was the ONLY thing on my mind! So on my smart phone, i went online..to the website. BTW: my fear of doing the pagaent is that the other girls would win because they probally have been doing them for all their life.. then theres me( never done it..EVER) So as the website is loading. The first thing I see in BIG, BOLD print is : NO EXPERIENCE NEEDED!!! My heart sank! As I kept looking the price would be $110.00. Not too bad.

When I got home, I looked it up on the computer more. Then I found a sceduele. The places are about two hours away. Not too bad right?! Well now all I can think of is doing a pagaent!!

~Its one thing to have a dream but its another thing to have a dream come true!~